It is an emergency to write/edit as much as I can as soon as I can. Look at the unexpected, huge natural disaster in Japan, for example. This is our only lifetime on Earth as who we are. This leaves my free time spent on what I enjoy and achieving dreams.
If I happened to be something as important as a mother, I'd spend the time with worry. How can you be a mother and not worry? Since I really have no other fundamental responsibilities (despite mailing my collection of brother and sisters birthday cards, which I do worry about) I think I have the fertile ground to plant and nurture success seeds, and pray they grow faster.
It sure helped that I cut out the drinking because even a sip of alcohol led me to the point of black out, slurred speech and staggered walk. Yes, it's a miracle that I'm still alive and things are getting better, but, once again, look at Japan. You just never know.
Do you view your free time as an emergency? Or do I need anti anxiety medication?
If I happened to be something as important as a mother, I'd spend the time with worry. How can you be a mother and not worry? Since I really have no other fundamental responsibilities (despite mailing my collection of brother and sisters birthday cards, which I do worry about) I think I have the fertile ground to plant and nurture success seeds, and pray they grow faster.
It sure helped that I cut out the drinking because even a sip of alcohol led me to the point of black out, slurred speech and staggered walk. Yes, it's a miracle that I'm still alive and things are getting better, but, once again, look at Japan. You just never know.
Do you view your free time as an emergency? Or do I need anti anxiety medication?
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