Oh jeez, I did it. Long story, but what I was doing/yesterday/all night, this morning will determine if I continue as a writer. If yes, I'll tell you all about it.
If no, I like, won't kill myself. I'm too naturally optimistic, but what'll I do? I enjoy working at home so my present real job is nice. But what's going to light my fire? What else is going to let me work for 11 hours and not consider stopping until I yawn? What will happen when I start over, trying joyfully to return to a life changing habit, without money as motivation? When my eyes pop open, what else will get me so excited that I run right at it?
Oh no. Oh my. Holy shit.
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